I totally feel off my game in lots of areas of life right now. Work, family&friends, diet and training.
I feel like I'm doing a crappy job keeping balls in the air and secretly I think this is just plain laziness on my end. I know I can call my sister and make plans, I know I can wrap up at least some open projects at work, I know I can bust out a decent run/bike/swim workout, I KNOW I can choose to not buy cherry sours at the gas station. But I don't.
I have glimmers of my together self. I went for a decent 20mi bike ride this weekend and the cap and I have been swimming with some regularity. But I feel like things get in the way, and way too often, the main thing is that my internal drive has been slowed way down.
I know that there are bumps in the road and if I hang on and try to make little efforts, I'll get through this rut. But it feels deep right now.
My immediate dilemma is that I really wanted to do an oly this summer. The one I was considering is this saturday. My rides and runs have been oly-ish on their own. But no brick work. And my shin/ankle have been acting up. And I think my family might need me around this week and weekend.
Ugh. Do I spend the cash and effort just so I can have a tri in july?
(If not for the shin/ankle the answer would be an easy yes)
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